Bleeding feathers

When our dreams shatter, and we cry ourselves to sleep, Hell is something we carry within us deep! When we are unable to do, what we desire, as we have promises to keep, Hell is something we carry within us deep! When everyone in your family is just perfect, and you are the only black sheep, Hell is something we carry within us deep! When your heart is screaming from inside, and your veins seep, hell is something we carry within us deep! When looking for non-existential things, Pale yellow ball of fire from the corners peep, Hell is something we carry within us deep!

Roaming in search of something that I am unable to define, May be it's just a mirage or may be it's a real place which I am trying to find, May be it's a person that I am seeking to call my home, Or may be I am looking for my own tomb! Who knows? Some people believe that I am slowly dying, And for some it's just a matter of apprehension, But believe me I am not lying, I am haunted by the things that I have done! But who cares?   - unapologetically_headstrong

Let her explore the horizons, do not stand in her way!  Let her be wise enough to judge what is not right, Trust in all that she say! Let her fight her own fight, She will surely win her day! Trying to hide her from this wicked world will only make her curious of what's out there, It will hamper her courage, and make her fear of the unaware! Let her be her own queen who doesn't need to be saved by a prince charming, If you truly want her to be great,  just let her be who she really wants to be..!

You have to stay fit for your confidence and not for others to stare at you,  You have to be your own admirer! Read, learn, ask, teach, spread the word and be a wise woman, You have to be your own teacher! Appreciate your work, motivate to get better in everything you do, You have to be your own cheerleader! They will try to curb your desire, force you to hide your pain, Come forward and show the world.. You gotta fight like a fighter!  Cause that is what you are..

Healing takes time and it is but natural to crave for what is gone,  But sometimes the loss cannot be undone!  You got to live with the fact that no matter what happens life goes on, That doesn't makes you heartless or inhuman!  There is nothing wrong in trying to rebuild your shattered soul,  There's nothing worse than killing yourself for the thing which is not meant to be..  Cherish the moments that you got to live in past,  Let the past be a beautiful memory!

Things break all the time, and each time a part of your heart shatters along with it. For days you think about it. For weeks you grieve for the loss. For months you miss being complete. But in the end you learn to survive. You become more careful with your emotions. It's not an easy way out, but it is the only way to last in this fragile world. My dear you just need to build it again but this time more cautiously!!

You thought that I want to enslave you, But you forgot that I was the one who was stuck in your promises.. Promises that were not openly discussed, Maybe it was my imagination playing with my senses.. Now if I think about it, it was my stupidity in believing the words which were meant for fun! I should have been wise enough to take them lightly, I should have known that no one else can be your sun! Now I have realized.. I got to light up my own life, I need to fight with my own demons! I got to search for a new meaning, I need to initiate a new beginning!

Stand for what you believe in.. Even when the whole world is against you, do what is right. If it matters to you, you got to fight! No matter what they say, don't let them pollute your heart. No matter what they do, don't let them make you fall apart! You got to stand for what you believe in, cause nobody else would do that for you!!

Abandoned.. I have met many people in my life. People who are still here by my side, People who were not supposed to stay, People who met me on my way, But I am really obliged to only those people who abandoned me! People who made me believe that I am not good enough for being a part of their journey! They are the ones who told me indirectly that there is a lot of scope of improvement.. I am trying to be better each day because of you, So thank you 😃

I would have done anything to see you once more before I am unable to do it, This isn't in my hands, it never was, but then that's how life is! My flaws were a good enough reason to stay away from me, And my love would be considered selfish if I would pray for you to stay with me.. Now as I know that you were wiser than me to quit, I am obliged to you for your bravery to split.. But then you cannot expect me to unlove the thing that made me a happy person! That is not how my heart works, it will keep you safe in a corner hidden from everyone! It's OK that you don't want to be with me anymore, I understand, but don't come looking for me when I will not able to see you.. Promise me that you will not search me in different places you go and different people you meet like I do! I don't want you to go through this, You were wise enough to leave so be strong enough to let it go..

Those melting chocolate filled brown eyes of yours makes me fall for you frequently, the passion which was prevalent in them I remember was what I found captivating! But your look has changed suddenly, the coldness in it makes me shiver! Is it because of the wrong choices you have made or because of my failure to understand the truth? Whatever the reason might be, I still believe that the innocence will be regained.. The lost passion is somewhere retained.. U just need to search it at the correct place.. place where your heart is kept, a place which makes you feel like home, place where peace is held, place which deep down inside you know exists within your reach.. Open your arms and let it come to you, do not hesitate to make mistakes and do not let your mistakes define you. You will find what you have been looking for, your long lost passion, your forgotten muse..